Sunday, 15 March 2009

Not much




Xong được 5 cái applications, còn 1 cái duy nhất, đang chuẩn bị cho những ngày tháng tự do tươi đẹp với bao nhiêu kế hoạch chưa thực hiện được ở VN thì đùng một phát, bác giúp việc phải về quê đột xuất, thế là phải làm oshin bất đắc dĩ, không những thế, cả ngày bị stuck ở nhà, không đi đâu được, bao nhiệu cuộc hẹn phải cancel hết. Thợ thuyền người này người nọ bấm chuông liên tục, một ngày phải chạy lên xuống cầu thang mấy chục lần, mệt phờ cả người...

Happy St. Patrick's day. Especially to someone. This is a very special day.

By the way, I love GREEN. So this is the only day of the year where I can wear green and not look weird.

I've been thinking what to write. But I'm a bit confused. You see, I have 2 different diaries, 1 very detailed schedule, and then this blog. So I have to decide what to write where and not repeat myself. I have a lot I want to write about, but there's always that constant fear that someone will actually read my mind. I want to express myself yet I'm afraid of people understanding me. Therefore I do a half-ass job of both writing and hiding. A diary is supposed to be a place where you pour all your soul, but I have the phobia of it being discovered and read by other people, therefore I don't even dare write what I feel in my diary and sometimes have to use codes, which I later forget what they mean!!!

It would be nice to have someone to talk to and not have to hide your feelings, and just be yourself...

3 comments:

  1. you are actually a complicated woman!

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  2. you are actually a complicated woman!

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  3. Why do you need to hide your soul?
    Btw, I know some girls who like GREEN. They are all talented.

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